“Love is when he is mean to you and you still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really want to do is cry.”
it happens to me..
he is mean to me
he ignores me...but not completely..
he did check on me sometimes..
he do love another girl...
but still..he wont let me go...
for all the tears i cried..
he still wont let me go..
but deep inside me..
i dont want him to let me go..
coz i dont want to let him go..
as he still own my heart and soul.
it hurt...
a pain i never faced..
a pain i never experienced..
a pain i never knew the existence..
but all this pain is not enough for me to hate him..
I'm confused...should I wait? should i stop hoping for him to come back? should i stop missing him?should i stop loving? should i let go? i don't know what to decide as all will result to my heart be broken again..and again..he did not ask me to wait..but he did say that there is still hope between us...I'm torn apart..I'm falling to pieces..
I wonder, if is this love or a feeling of don't want to lose..
maybe..just maybe..
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